If choice I had

If choice I had,

I swear I wouldn't be here 

If choice was real,

We'd be exactly where we were before

...cold, lonely; passion free 

If choice I had,

I wouldn't give now all of me 

Knowing full well it serves another 

If choice I had,

I'd lock and hide my soul now 

Knowing full well, it serves me no longer...

Gates

I am not lost nor am I found

I open up this wound of mine

For more beloved torture

For I can't shut these gates

These wondrous gates

now open to my soul

For you to love or mar

As you may take such fancy

They're open, passage is clear 

A standing invitation, banquet halls 

Song and dance, all just for you

To walk inside I hope with love

Yet you may come with weapons 

Your full artillery, to maim to injure

All the same...the gates are open,

You alone hold the eternal keys.

The force

I wish I could just walk away

I wish it daily now

I wish my soul could just endure;

The ripping of this force.

I crave our closeness now;

With every second 

and second in between

My thoughts are captive to you

Breath in; the air without you

Is Un-nurturing, unkind.

Breath out; the pain sets in,

Unnatural, debilitating ache.

I tried to force myself to go

All say it's better that way.

Dear god, my feet won't carry me!

Souls intertwined dictate,

...bodies and hearts obey.

Goddess of Desire

Speak now, onto the goddess of desire 

For she shall hear your plea 

And do be wise, to choose your words

Made only of ambrosial honey 

For she is captious in her tastes

And bids you worship on herself 

With most eloquent words of yearning 

And of undying love.

Patience

Oh patience...

I wish I knew you better

I wish I could make love to you

Most tenderly and sweet.

But sadly though,

My pulse has quickened

My thoughts; exploding in a storm.

I am a shell of my zen self,

No patience...I don't know you.

Your Own

Do not be
Envious of others lives,
For they
Will envy you tenfold!
And do not dream
of spoils of others,
for you hold gold of yours.
Do not forget
that you are master
in your own domain.
And wish not to pretend
to live within another.

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Розыгрыш Роскошного вечернего корсета "Шелковый Путь" от JULINA !

Розыгрыш Роскошного вечернего корсета "Шелковый Путь" http://julina.ru/galery.php?id=226 (размер 42, 44 ,46 на выбор победителя)

Розыгрыш Роскошного вечернего корсета "Шелковый Путь" http://julina.ru/galery.php?id=226 (размер 42, 44 ,46 на выбор победителя)

Акция продлится до 29 декабря. Розыгрыш и вручение приза - 30 декабря.
Корсет будет подарен в авторской праздничной упаковке JULINA.
Бесплатная доставка

Для участия необходимо:
1. Публикация в вашем ЖЖ (дневнике, сайте) отдельным постом с фотографией и ссылки на пост JULINA в ЖЖ http://corsets-julina.livejournal.com/8913.html .
(Ваш аккаунт должен быть действующий, не "однодневный")
2. Комментарий к этому посту со ссылкой на вашу публикацию. (Каждой такой ссылке будет присвоен номер для розыгрыша корсета генератором случайных чисел)

Удачи!
С наступающим Рождеством и Новым Годом!

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For my English speaking followers:



Raffle magnificent evening corset "Silk Road" http://julina.ru/galery.php?id=226 (size s, m, ore l to choose the winner)

The campaign will last until December 29. Raffle and prize - 30 December.
Corset is presented in the author's holiday package JULINA.
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Attendance limited to:
1. Publish your LJ (diary, site) separate post with a photo and a link to the post JULINA Learn http://corsets-julina.livejournal.com/8913.html.
(Your account must be active, not a "one-day")
2. Comment on this post with a link to your publication. (Each such link will be assigned a number for the drawing by a random numbers)

Good luck!
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!